Oh my God purrrfect
1 The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.
2 He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
3 he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name’s sake.
4 Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death,
Mmm such a calming, reassuring thing to read.
My name is Elana Shaw. I have never struggled with depression and everything is fine. I smile and I mean it. I frown when I’m by myself and I don’t mean it. Everything about me is perfect. There is nothing that I would change about myself if I could. This is all bullshit. I want to die.
I looked in the mirror today and I saw exactly what I didn’t want to see glaring back at me. Sometimes I want to just go to sleep until I’m beautiful like the girls I see at school and not have to deal with myself. Why can’t I just be happy with myself? It’s a stupid idea, but maybe one day people will realize that I have a personality and I’ll find someone who cares about me.